| Satan's Fall The
devil on the fiery porch. He was back again that year, the same as he
had been for five years running, keeping the majority of Trick or
Treaters behind an imaginary line of uneasiness drawn at the edge of
the curb with his Hell-red grin and burning cauldrons. It was a scene
from Faust, only this was no play; this was my neighborhood. It
wasn’t just kids who lingered apprehensively in the street, but parents
as well. In a place where the definition of Halloween was more like
cardboard skeletons and plastic jack-o-lanterns, a guy with a penchant
for fire and pitchforks could be extraordinarily scary. Really young
children were hurried past the residence altogether via lawns on the
opposite side of the street, hopefully distracted by candy long enough
to save them from the psyche-scarring nightmares certain to result from
even the smallest glimpse of him. This left only the few - the brave -
to make the journey and collect one of the candy bars given out by the
devil basking in the red glow of the doorway. Trick
or Treating in the 1970’s wasn’t the flirt with death that it can be
today. At that time, in most suburban settings, people lived in the
same house for years and made the effort to get to know their neighbors
and their neighbor’s children. It was a safe haven from the malicious
world beyond; a stronghold of sterile thoughts and selective ideals.
That is why it was more alarming when the occasional anti-Cleaver odd
balls, like the Warren family, managed to infiltrate the peaceful
utopia and upset the balance of neatly trimmed lawns and Tupperware
parties. Especially when at Halloween their oldest son Wayne Warren
painted himself red, donned horns, and sat on a throne between two
flaming cauldrons on their sunken porch. My
first encounter with him was when my father volunteered to secure one
of Satan’s fat candy bars on my behalf. I watched wide-eyed at the curb
while my mother yakked up the other neighborhood mothers about the sick
nature of the affair. Later that night, as I spread my bounty out upon
the living room floor, she snatched the King Size Snickers that the
devil had given and tossed it into the trash. Only later did I
understand the action, although to my knowledge no one had ever
reported any ill-effects from his confectionery treats. The
greasepaint devil quickly became a milestone of bravery for the youth
of our neighborhood. As we got older, our worth was measured upon
whether we had Trick or Treated his house on our own. For most of the
neighborhood kids, it was a confrontation with their own childhood
fears; a rite of passage. But my own eventual encounter with him
reckoned with more than mere cultural demonspeak. For me it was not a
conquest, but a beginning; a passageway to a haunted life well beyond
the October ritual. And after what it indirectly wrought upon my life
and the life of my childhood friend, Dan Rutgers, I came to realize
that I had more in common with Wayne Warren than anyone would ever know. I
was old enough to Trick or Treat on my own. I had been for a few years
- having entered the seventh grade - but had thus far chosen to skip
the devil’s house despite my Samhain freedom. And as the candy
collectors stood entwined in trepidation at the end of his lawn that
night, I looked on, ready to cast away silly childhood fears. In the
recessed front porch of the tan-stone house, the devil sat on a black
throne, pitchfork in hand and grinning like a madman. On either side of
him a cauldron belched hot flames, which illuminated the entire alcove
with a yellow-red glow that brought a little piece of Hell right there
to our suburban street. Dark music, probably borrowed from the Omen
soundtrack, boomed from somewhere on the porch like a theme for a black
mass, while Sounds of the Haunted House crept out of the home’s
dark windows. They were opened just enough to let in some of the autumn
air, which was uncharacteristically cool for Texas even in late
October. Every once in a while, the devil would bark out something to
the effect of "come on up kids" or just let out a string of
vein-chilling laughs that echoed off of the houses and faded into the
night air like a horde of goblins. As a fan of the horror film
classics, somewhere inside I had begun to admire his mastery of
Halloween, but the fear of something I did not fully understand still
outweighed this association. The man behind the red face was something
real, and that’s what made him scary to me, even if some people simply
wrote him off as a self-aggrandizing jerk. "Are we going up there?" Dan asked me as I stood at the curb siphoning the last bits of courage from my body. Dan
was a few years older and several inches taller, but we were two boys
made from the same mold. We had been best friends for six years now,
both possessing a fever for Hot Wheels, Big Jims, and superheroes. I
could see his own reservation just under the green skin of his
Incredible Hulk face. His mother was an inferno preaching Baptist and
though I could not understand at the time, he grappled with issues far
deeper than my own regarding the fiendish display. "Yeah," I answered, although I had yet to top off my courage tank. Our
mutual friend, Bob, spoke from behind his Planet of the Apes mask.
"Ya’ll can go if ya want, but I ain’t. My brother says that guy’s a
goon and he don’t wanna have ta kick his butt when he finds a razor
blade in my candy bar." "I ain’t gonna eat the candy," I replied, stating what I thought was obvious. The
music boomed forth with a new strain and I looked hard at the real
fire, the past prime teenager in the red makeup, and the iron gates
which stood open at the porch’s arc. "Well,
he ain’t gonna kill us or anything. He’s been doing this ever since I
can remember and lots of kids have gone up there." I nudged my head
toward two older kids who had just been up to Satan. "They just went.
And if they did then I’m going. Dan, you coming?" Getting
a yes from Dan, I put my foot onto the devil’s brown lawn and began the
approach. I tried to imagine what I saw across the street the other
three-hundred sixty-four days out of the year. A stony looking house
with a dark porch and some skinny druggie guy coming and going in his
beat up Camero. Sometimes kissing or beating his girlfriend a little,
but always giving me a chin-up nod as if to say I was cool. It was just
Wayne Warren…not the devil. Telling
myself this made it a little better, but on Halloween this guy was just
plain different. Just plain scary. And as I neared I tried the
customary cool nod, but Wayne didn’t nod back. Instead he grinned like
a mental patient and let out a laugh that resonated in the sunken porch
as if it sunk all the way down to Hell. Dan,
in an attempt at proper All Hallows etiquette, moved up beside me, held
out his bag, and muttered "trick or treat" which sounded ridiculous
under the circumstances. "Heh, heh, heh," Wayne cackled and threw a Chunky bar into his bag. Then
he focused on me and my spirit-gummed wolfman face. "Something special
for you my friend!" he said, reaching down beside his seat. He pulled
out something, gazed at it a moment and then threw it into the sack I
held open in front me as if it were my empty soul waiting for him to
fill. I didn’t get a good look at it, but I didn’t care. I’d have a
better look as soon as Dan and I got out of the yard. Without
any more explanation, Wayne stoked one of the cauldron fires, spit, and
turned his attention to a group of approaching teenagers. Dan and I
hurried back to the curb where Bob waited. "Let’s go next door and check out whatever it was he gave me," I said. Squatting down under a street lamp, Dan and I pulled out our devil’s booty. "Just
a regular candy bar, but maybe there’s a razor blade in it?" he said
ripping into the package and breaking the Chunky into several pieces
finding nothing but chocolate inside. Bob removed his Cornelius mask. "What’d you get?" I
pulled out the weird item Wayne had thrown into my bag and held it up
in the bath of white street light. "It looks like a tooth or maybe a
horn," I said, not having seen anything like it before. The
thing was about three inches in length, jagged at one end and tapering
into a curved point at the other. But instead of bone or enamel, it was
made from a semi-transparent material with what looked like microscopic
electronic components inside. "Let me check it out," Dan said grabbing it from me. "That stuff in there looks like this computer board that my dad showed me." I took it back and looked again beyond its translucent surface. "Computers are a lot bigger than this," I said authoritatively. Bob squinted at it. "That’s weird. I bet my brother knows what it is." "Maybe we should ask him?" I suggested. Bob’s brother Ronnie rolled the horn-thing between his fingers as he looked at it under the desk lamp. "Looks
like it came from a robot or something. Ya’ll are a bunch of goons." He
tossed it back at me. "Maybe it come from that alien that crashed over
in Motor Valley," he added making a spooky whoooo sound. "Huh?" all three of us replied. Ronnie
laughed. "I guess ya’ll were still in diapers. A few years ago, the
cops and everybody went out there when something crashed in the woods
between Motor Valley Road and Screaming Bridge. Supposedly, they found
a blown up flying saucer, but never found any aliens. When that idiot
Wayne Warren was still going to school, I heard a rumor about how he
and a friend of his were out there drinking one night and found some
flying saucer parts. I think that was about the time he started
dressing up like Satan on Halloween. Maybe he’s givin’ out those UFO
parts instead of candy; cheap ass. I think it’s all bullshit." With that Ronnie left Bob’s room. We all looked again at the thing. "Pretty cool story, man. We oughta go out there and check it out. Maybe this did come from a space ship," I suggested. Dan nodded. "I ain’t never seen anything like it." "Ya’ll are crazy," Bob said, looking suspiciously at us both. Anything
good was usually off limits. It’s the tradeoff for having parents that
give a shit about you. I wasn’t allowed in the creek, not allowed to
attend spin-the-bottle parties, not allowed in the yard of the kid who
talked like a sailor with a belly full of gin, not allowed to ride my
bike to Dairy Queen, and basically not allowed to venture beyond the
small quadrant of my neighborhood. Motor Valley was definitely off my
childhood map. As a result, I spent half my youth in the creek or
making bike runs out of the quadrant and the other half making up
plausible excuses for why I was late. So a trip to Motor Valley with my
usual accomplice, Dan, was nothing too exceptional. But the possibility
of dead alien creatures was, and that’s why this mission was going to
happen regardless of any potential consequences. Bob, however couldn’t
go. He was grounded for getting caught with a pack of his dad’s
cigarettes. Looking back, I can’t blame him for finding a way out. Motor
Valley got its name from the motocross track that was built on the west
end of its expanse. Except for a few ill-repaired roads that cut
through it, the valley was mostly brushy Texas woods and low lying flat
land which collected water to create the closest thing to a bog Central
Texas could have. If something did crash in there, it was no wonder
that collecting all the pieces was difficult. But since the time of the
crash, which I later dated at September 30, 1972 by searching old
newspapers, much of the water had been irrigated out to subsidize a
local cattle feed farm making it possible to get around in the area
without sinking in muck. Dan
and I biked down the road past the old junior high school and out
across Highway 10 where a few industrial buildings and a bar called The
Firehose stood like holdouts against the concept of renovation. These
were the last few constructs of civilization before Motor Valley took
over. As
we reached the end of the industrial stretch, we right turned onto
Motor Valley Road, which sloped down a gradual incline until it
eventually curved south and cut right through the center of the valley
itself. Few cars ever came this way unless they were there to dump
something or to take a short cut to Highway 10 and Dan and I pedaled
down the center of the curbless macadam as if we owned it. Off to the
side, either in the gullies or along the occasional dirt paths that
spidered away from the road, we saw discarded relics of prosperity
littering the land like pock marks. Old washing machines, tread-bare
tires, skeletal couches, and limbless dolls, in their abandoned
afterlife, serving as shelters for the dark crawling creatures which
hid underneath. We stopped pedaling to coast the hill. "Did you remember the horn thing?" Dan huffed. "Yeah." "You’re gonna be grounded forever if your mom finds out about this." I nodded dramatically. "What did you tell your mom we were doing?" "Going to Dairy Queen and the arcade." "I
hope your mom and my mom don’t talk for some reason before we get back.
You know how my mom is always calling to find out where I am. I told
her I was just going to the arcade. She doesn’t want me going over to
the Dairy Queen. She heard a story on the news where this guy went into
a Dairy Queen in Lubbock and whipped out his pecker and got thrown in
jail!" Dan laughed. "Sounds like what Jimmy’s cousin did at his birthday party." "Didn’t some girl kick him in the nads when he did?" "Yeah. He had to stay in bed for two weeks." "Excellent!" We
made the curve and headed onto the long stretch of Motor Valley Road.
After more than a half mile, we made it to the narrow side road which
led down to Screaming Bridge. I’m sure that wasn’t its original name,
but that was the name it went by. One of those tragic lover suicide
stories went along with it. We had heard plenty about it, but had yet
to make the trip out. I guess it took potential dead aliens to make it
worthwhile. Turning
left, we pedaled up the side road whose name was a mystery since it had
no street sign. As we crunched along its crumbling blacktop, the trees
began to grow thicker, leaning over the road to form a canopy. They
cast a shadow across the road like a dark tunnel. Bony branches were
beginning to emerge from the clusters of leaves, which were falling
away with each cool gust of autumn wind. For a moment I thought of the
forest in Oz, but such a pleasant thought quickly faded. I was positive
that any beasts lurking in these thorn-ridden groves would not be
singing or dancing. In fact, they were not even chirping or growling.
It was oddly silent, which was even more disturbing. As
we neared Screaming Bridge, the asphalt turned to sandy loam making it
difficult for our bicycles despite the fact that they were the rugged
Huffy models with plastic gas tanks screwed to the crossbar to emulate
motorcycles. We decided to park them out of sight and go the rest of
the way on foot. The
bridge was nothing, really. A dirt road that ended in a huge drop
filled with sun-faded beer cans and other less identifiable trash.
After taking a piss off of its edge, we headed south in the direction
Ronnie had told us the UFO had supposedly crashed. I checked my pocket
for the lockblade knife I had bought with my allowance prior to my last
hunting trip with my father. I was no stranger to the country, having
been brought along on numerous deer hunts since I was old enough to
walk. But in spite of my self-proclaimed exploration expertise and my
determination to expose the mystery locked away in Motor Valley, my
heart beat hard against my ribs. There was something about the place
that seemed deceptive, maybe even evil, which I had not encountered in
any of my previous rural expeditions. Crisscrossing
the area, we began to look for any signs of…well, whatever signs there
might be of a flying saucer crash. But the undergrowth was thick and I
soon realized that there would be little hope of finding anything
without knowledge of the exact impact location. We wandered on though,
scanning for burnt trees or any other peculiar markings. After about thirty minutes, Dan signaled me over to a dense clump of trees where he had spotted something. "Check
this out," he said, directing my vision past the branches to a
dilapidated shack standing in a clearing twenty-five yards away. It
wasn’t a UFO, but at least it was something other than trees and rocks.
Dan looked openly disturbed by the possibility of who - or what - might
be making it a home. "I wonder if anyone lives there? I don’t see any cars," I remarked. "I thought I saw something move by that window," Dan said solemnly. I looked at the filmy window. "I don’t know how you could have, look how dirty it is." "Yeah, maybe I was seeing things. I think we better get out of here. Search back over closer to the bridge." "Let’s
not worry about it," I retorted, trying to look at the situation
logically. "If anybody does live there, they’ll probably be real old
and we could always outrun ‘em." Dan nodded, but I could tell he wasn’t wholeheartedly backing me on the decision. "Let’s go this…" I began as I heard the sound of a stick crack behind us. I spun around. Just
feet from us stood a man. He looked old, but his unkempt appearance
made an accurate guess at his age impossible. His hair was a brownish
gray and poked out from his head like wild grass, framing a dirty
unshaven face. A demented smile revealed several missing teeth from the
brown rotted mess inside his mouth. He was scratching himself through a
convenient hole in his ratty overalls with a handful of long, curling
nails as he leered at us. We started to bolt. "Hold on youngins! You boys caint just come pokin round out here without talkin to ol Licky." The man made a scrunching gesture with his face, which looked like the epileptic wink of a madman. We halted our retreat. I
fished for something good to say. "My dad’s looking for some firewood
right back there," I said, pointing in no particular direction. "We
were just looking around." "You
caint fool ol Licky. I knows yer out here by yerselves. If yer dad was
around ya wooden look sa scared," he said, this time fully protruding
his tongue and circling it around his lips in a nervous motion. "Really, sir…" Dan began. But the old man cut him off. "My feelins might get hurt if ya keep lyin boy." "We’re sorry, but we have to get back home soon," I added as if I were quoting from the repertoire of Wally Cleaver. "Not bafore ya come on in and have a drink with Licky. I wanna show ya somethin." He began to walk towards us. Now
to this day I can’t tell you why we went into that weirdo’s shack, but
I guess we feared more what would happen if we didn’t follow his wishes
than what would happen if we did. Maybe I had more faith in my knife
than I should have. Regardless, I kept my eyes on the old man as he led
us into the leaning gray shanty. "You boys like co-colas?" he asked as we followed him inside. "Uh,
yeah," I said, knowing full well that Dan was a strict 7-Up drinker,
but under the circumstances figuring it wouldn’t matter. The
first thing that struck us sour about the inside of the shack was the
smell. Worse than the smell of Licky himself, it was like the musty
smell of an old house exponentially worsened until it reached near
organic putrefaction. A snail of nausea slinked across my gut as the
first thick waft of stench rolled into my lungs. The
cramped single room of the shanty was as rotted on the inside as it was
on the outside. The exposed boards of the ceiling were completely gray
and covered with cobwebs. An old rickety cot was shoved into one
corner, a brownish stain covering its sagging middle. Over at the
opposite end was a broken-down stove, resembling a leper with its
rust-eaten porcelain finish. A tattered beige couch sat rotting against
the long wall, almost hidden by countless piles of old water-stained
magazines. They looked mostly like Playboys and Hustlers as far as I
could tell. To our right sat a dusty old wooden crate. It looked to me
like a coffin used back in the 1800’s. A fat rat sniffed around its
base. But
the most shocking aspect of the shack was the wallpaper. Old pin-up
style nudie pictures had been cut from countless magazines and stuck to
every visible inch of wall. Superimposed on top of this layer were
random pictures of goats and other wild beasts, taken from magazines I
was not familiar with. They were all faded by the damp and rotting
conditions. I had seen plenty of naked pictures in my grandfather’s
garage so I wasn’t too shocked. But Dan’s religious background didn’t
seem to be mixing well with the mass of nude women and goats. "You boys wouldn’t be lookin fer a UFO would ya?" Licky asked as he began digging in a dirty box near the stove. I peeled my eyes from a cherry-nippled blonde. "Why would you think that?" I asked. "I’ve caught plenty a curious peoples diggin round here like moles. They think they’s gonna find some kinda alien body." "Why would they think that?" I asked dumbly. "A
smart boy like you sure ta know about the UFO crash over here." Licky
said pulling out two dusty bottles from the box. "Why else ya be out
here nosin round?" "Well, we’ve heard about it I guess, but I didn’t know about alien bodies." "These
are good co-colas," he said popping the caps off the dirty Coke bottles
with his teeth and handing one each to Dan and I as he made another 360
around his chops with his tongue. I
discreetly knocked a dirt dauber’s nest off the side of my bottle and
took a drink. Actually, I let the liquid touch my lips making it appear
that I had taken a drink, not letting any of it slip into my mouth. Dan
did the same. "Howdoya like ol Licky’s place? You boys got names?" "Uh, Jim," I said making one up. Dan delivered one too. "And Horace." Under any other circumstance, I would have busted out laughing. But the unsettling atmosphere suppressed any such reactions. "I
used ta have a granddaddy name Horace. Loved him to death that ol
bugger. Silly as a whistle though. Cut his own arm off one night
thinkin it was rattler." The old man laughed loudly and moved his arm
around like it was a snake. I
glanced back at the door. I felt better knowing that we stood closer to
the door than Licky. I noticed Dan still staring queasily at the exotic
wallpaper with a clash of curiosity and horror as if he were looking at
a car wreck. "Did you see the UFO crash?" I asked, trying to conceal my nervousness. "Well not exactly. I come here after that." "You’re looking for the UFO too?" "No, them rangers hauled that off. I’s waitin for somethin. A horn." With
that my heart went flatline. The thing in my pocket was in some way
connected to the old man. I began to realize that maybe what Wayne
Warren had said about finding some flying saucer parts may have been
true. "You ain’t happen ta see a horn out there have ya?" he said moving to the wooden crate. "Was it a real UFO from outer space?" Dan finally kicked in. "Yep. From a planet so far away that them stupid scientists ain’t seen it yet." "You never answered bout that horn," his twang suddenly growing menacing. Our faces began to flush. "You little clever dickins know somethin, don’t ya?" He ran his hand across the crate like he was caressing the skin of a lover. "What horn?" "Fess
up boy. If you got the horn, ya cain’t resist it. I knows cuz I found
the other one when I worked fer the sheriff’s office and we was out
here cleanin up after the crash. I found somethin else too that the
rest of em never saw." Fear
finally slapped my common sense. I pulled the clear horn thing out of
my pocket. "I got this trick or treating," I said as I threw it to the
floor behind Licky and bolted for the door. Dan turned to follow, but a
deep bark stopped us mid-way. A large dog stood growling outside. We
looked back at Licky fully expecting him to move in for the kill right
then. "Colossus!
Simmer down!" he yelled gruffly. "He’s just a tad grumpy if ya know
what I mean? Ya don’t gotta be scared of him or ol Licky. I like you
boys," he said picking up the horn. "What do you want from us?!" I demanded. "Now youngin don’t get all upset. You brung me this here horn that I been looking for." "Does that have something to do with the UFO?" I asked, trying to calm down. "Where’d ya get it?" "From some guy dressed up like the devil on Halloween." "Heh
heh! I knew it!" he said with a lick. "I knew it’d find its way back
here one way or another. Dressed like the devil…goddamn!" He
seemed excited by the fact that Wayne had been dressed like Satan. I
wasn’t sure what the connection was between him and this old man, or if
there even was one, but somehow we had been transporting something very
important. "Does that belong to an alien?" Dan asked. "Some
folks might call him an alien," he began, "but it really belongs to the
devil. I’ve been keepin his body here since his space craft wrecked
waitin for this other horn to turn up. Sometimes it takes the dickins
for things to work out. But they always do! Now I can get the rewards I
deserve!" "The devil?" I asked skeptically. Licky patted the wooden crate. "Yes sir, he’s in here." We were speechless. "I bet you boys would like to see him, wouldn’t ya?" I
shook my head slowly as tears began to well in my eyes. Dan just stood
frozen as if he were looking down upon Virgil’s nine rings of hell. "Well here he is!" Licky yelled as he flung open the crate’s lid. Its old hinges screeched like dying animal. Inside
lay the body of a creature. It was a brownish red and shriveled like
the corpse of a mummy. It had arms and legs and a human-shaped torso,
but they were thin and wiry. Its pointed chin and bulbous forehead made
it appear like a reddish version of the little gray aliens that people
always claim to see. A set of pointed teeth were thrust forward from
the retracted lips, opposing the huge sunken sockets in whose valleys
rested closed eyes. I could smell the acrid odor of age filling the
room as if the beast were centuries old, having soaked up the stench of
death and decay for an eternity. We were repulsed, though neither Dan
nor I could take our eyes from the entombed thing. "Just
like in the storybooks. ‘Cept he don’t come from no Hell, he’s from up
there," Licky said pointing to the sky. "Been coming here longer en you
and I can figure!" he exclaimed. "Don’t cha like em?!" That’s
when I noticed the horn. The creature had one horn identical to the one
I had been given. A jagged hole at the other side of his head made it
apparent that he had once possessed two. "At
last, I can raise him again! I’ll be made a prince of the sky when he
sees what ol Licky’s done fer em!" the old man said, drooling a line of
spit onto the creature’s chest as he began to fit the missing horn back
in place. The dog outside barked and we remained trapped between two rapidly off balancing evils. Licky laughed as the component finally clicked into place. A faint whir became audible from the coffin as he pulled back. "Look close boys, ya brung back ol Nick!" The
thing began to move, not mechanically like a robot as I would have
thought, but more like an organic being that had been sleeping for a
long time. It sat upright as the eyes began to open. Their dark menisci
looked like black mirrors as they focused on our white faces. Its skin
became more supple and its lips rolled back down over his teeth. The
thing smiled a grin that was beyond pure evil, that seemed to crawl
through my eyes, down my throat, and squeeze the bloody pulp of my
heart like a constrictor. But I resisted and so did Dan. Breaking our
gaze, we ran for the door as the beast jumped from the crate. I
had been used somehow to bring the horn back to the creature. It seemed
to explain my complete lack of good judgment when we followed Licky
into the shack. I had been possessed by something much the way Wayne
Warren had been, dressing up like the devil, probably unknowingly
waiting for some adventurous kid to take the horn from him like the
wind carries a seed to its final destination, where it could root and
produce seed of its own. "Ain’t you a beaut!" Licky cried. The
devil responded with a snap of his clawed hand. Blood splattered the
nude-papered wall as the old man chortled and fell to the ground,
callously beheaded despite his service. "Shit!"
I screamed as Dan and I burst through the door and tripped over the
dog. We both hit the ground, along with the dog, in a whirlwind of
confusion and gnashing teeth. I felt a few bites hit my arms, but when
the devil crashed through the door the dog yelped and darted into the
trees. The
creature smiled again and looked at us. It was one of those split
seconds between reactions when the mind and body are trying to get into
sync, when the true perspective of time is lost. For a few endless
seconds the foul beast stood above us and before we could pull
ourselves up to run, he turned and headed into the woods. He spun his
neck around to look at us one more time as he blended into the
countryside and disappeared. Dan
and I ran in the opposite direction, back toward our bikes. We said
nothing as we careened through the branches and undergrowth gouging at
us with fingery thorns as if it were reluctant to let us leave. It
wasn’t until we had pedaled all the way back to Motor Valley Road that
I finally broke the silence and confronted the reality of what had
taken place. "Do you think it was the devil?!" Dan, terror etched into his face, shook his head. "If it was an alien and there’s more of them…" He began to cry. I
could feel my hands trembling on the handle grips. The reality of
aliens and devils or something that was both was too much for my young
mind. "We can’t tell anyone," I said. "I don’t ever want to talk about it again." "We won’t." "Never," was the last clear word I heard before he fell into a repetitive mumble. If it was the devil, alien or otherwise, and we were responsible for bringing him to life…
I grappled with the thought. The thought that has slowly wrested the
life from me over the years like a patient serpent subduing its prey.
The same thought that was responsible for the phone call I just
received. I
gently sat the telephone receiver back into the cradle. It had been
Dan’s sister on the line. He was found dead in his car that morning. He
had been missing for weeks. She asked me if I had any idea why he would
have driven out to a remote spot in Motor Valley and put a gun to his
head. I told her I didn’t know. © Robert Lyle |